Forever Love

Love you not because of your beauty and impact
I love you more and more,
Touch my heart each eye
Because you make me see forever
Only about themselves,
Coming these days
To cherish

Love mean some pain some unfair
If you really love me
The decision is not taken for granted
Feel your breath in my ear
Like the breeze deep feeling
Gentle comfort,
My insecurity
So I want to
Each of your smile
How natural

Forever love forever love
I just want to love you with my life
From now on,
You will all
The reason being

Love is the best field trip furthest
Encountered by the mud along
Occasionally impede our progress
Feel your body temperature in my arms
Warm as the sun
Clever melting
My insecurity
Inconceivable
The reason that I love you

How natural
You moved the eyes
I silence the voice of
If that is the best evidence
Let me repeat
I love you
Forever
Forever love Forever love Forever love

First Love

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the your warm embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

I Don't Believe You

Dear Dragon... I Miss You.. ='(

I don't mind it
I don't mind at all
It's like you're the swing set
And I'm the kid that falls
It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't mind it
I still don't mind at all
It's like one of those bad dreams
When you can't wake up
It looks like you've given up
You've had enough
But I want more
No I won't stop
Because I just know
You'll come around
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

Just don't stand there and watch me fall
Because I, because I still don't mind at all

It's like the way we fight
The times I've cried
We come to blows
And every night
The passion's there
So it's got to be right,
Right?

No I don't believe you
When you say don't come around here no more
I won't remind you
You said we wouldn't be apart
No I don't believe you
When you say you don't need me anymore
So don't pretend to
Not love me at all

I don't believe you

River Flows In You

this made me cry... ='(

"..and for the first time in my adult life, I'm really in love.." I miss you D.

Sempurna

Kau begitu sempurna
Di mataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujamu
Di setiap langkahku
Ku kan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa ku bayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Tak kan mampu menghadapi semua,
hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku, lengkapi diriku
oh sayangku kau begitu,

sempurna....

Kau genggam tanganku
saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
kau bisikan kata yang hapus semua sesalku

Miss You Like Crazy

Even thought it's been so long
my love for you keeps going strong
i remember the things that we used to do
a kiss in the rain till the sun shines through
i tried to deny it, but im still in love with you

i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
ever since you went away, every hour of everyday
i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
no matter what i say or do
there's just no getting over you

i can see the love shinning in your eyes
and it comes in such a sweet surprise
if seeing is believing, it's worth the wait
so hold on and tell me it's not too late
we're so good together
we're starting forever now.

and i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
ever since you went away, every hour of everyday
i miss you like crazy, i miss you baby
a love like ours will never end
just touch me and we're there again

just one night
and we'll have the magic feeling like we used to do
hold on tight
and whatever comes our way we're gonna make it through

if seeing is believing, it's worth the wait
so hold on and tell me it's not too late
we're so good together
we're starting forever now.

and i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy
no matter what i say or do
there's just no getting over you

and i miss you, baby
i miss you baby
all the tender love you gave me
when a feeling gets this strong
i know the real thing will come along
and i miss you....

i miss you like crazy baby
only your sweet love can make me

i miss you like crazy
a love like ours will never end
just touch me and we're there again
i miss you like crazy
i miss you like crazy

Doin' Just Fine

Even this song keeps playing on my mind...

There was a time when I thought life was over and out
When you went away from me
My dying heart made it hard to breathe
Would sit in my room
Because I didn't want to
Have to go out
And see you walking by
One look and I'd break right down and cry
Now you say that you made a big mistake
Never meant to take your love away
But you can save your tired apologies
'Cause it may seem hard to believe, but

I'm doin' just fine
Getting along very well
Without you in my life
I don't need you in my life
I'm doin' just fine
Time made me stronger
You're no longer on my mind

You were my earth
My number one priority
I gave my love to only you
Anything you'd ask of me
I would do
But somewhere down the road
You felt a change in the weather and told me that you had to journey on
A kiss in the wind and your love was gone
Now you say you never meant to play your games
Girl don't you know it's far too late
Because you let our love just fall apart
You no longer have my heart

When you said goodbye
I felt so all alone
There were times at night I couldn't sleep
My heart was much to weak to make it on my own
Baby after all the misery
And pain you put me through
So unfair to me girl
You're no longer my world and I ain't missin' you at all

See baby when you walked away
You didn't think it would end up this way
But I knew you'd come around someday
Just as sure as my name is Wanya

One Last

For some weird reason.. I cant get this song out of my head... 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVTPk33HDa8

I never could imagine, life without you

From the moment you walked into my world

Never knew how long a loving flame could burn

But losing you has forced me to learn

That we can't change the way we feel inside

And every try at love never turns out right

We both know it's better if we just let it go

So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

We both know
It's better if we just let it go

She's Out of My Life - MJ

She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands

So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late

She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life

Right as Rain

Who wants to be right as rain
It’s better when something is wrong
You get excitement in your bones
And everything you do’s a game
When night comes and your all on your own
You can say I chose to be alone
Who wants to be right as rain
It’s harder when your on top
Cause when hard work don’t pay off
And I’m tired there aint no room in my bed
As far as I’m concerned
So wipe that dirty smile off
We won’t be making up
I’ve cried my heart out
And now I’ve had enough of love
Who wants to be riding high
when you’ll just crumble back on down
You give up everything you are
And even then you don’t get far
They make believe that everything
Is exactly what it seems
But at least when your at your worst
You know how to feel things
See when hard work don’t pay off
And I’m tired there aint no room in my bed
As far as I’m concerned
So wipe that dirty smile off
We won’t be making up
I’ve cried my heart out
And now I’ve had enough of love
Go ahead and still my heart
To make me cry again
Cause it will never hurt
as much as it did then
We were both right
And no one had blame
But now I give up
On this endless game
Cause who wants to be right as rain
It’s better when something is wrong
I get excitement in my bones
Even though everything’s a strain
When night comes and I’m all on my own
You should know I chose to be alone
So who want to be right as rain
It’s harder when your on top
Cause when hard work don’t pay off
And I’m tired there aint no room in my bed
As far as I’m concerned
So wipe that dirty smile off
We won’t be making up
I’ve cried my heart out
And now I’ve had enough of love

Never Alone - Lady Antebellum

May the angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven accept you when its time to go home
May you always have plenty
The glass never empty
Know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth having
As every year passes
They mean more than gold
May you win and stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly
This isn't goodbye
My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

I have to be honest
As much as I wanted
I'm not gonna promise that cold winds won't blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fears surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

My love will follow you stay with you
Baby you're never alone

So when hard times have found you
And your fears surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Let Me Take You There

I know a place that we can go to
A place where no one knows you
They won't know who we are
I know a place that we can run to
And do those things we want to
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there

I know a place that we've forgotten
A place we won't get caught in
They won't know who we are
I know a place where we can hide out
And turn our hearts inside out
They won't know who we are

Let me take you there
I wanna take you there

Shakira - Antologia

To love
I need a reason
And it's hard to believe
There is no love more than this

Needless to both
Within this heart
And although they say
That the years are wise
He still feels pain

Why all the time I spent with you
Left its thread woven into me?

And I learned to take while the latter
You made me see the sky even deeper
Together with you I think I gained more than three kilos
With your many sweet kisses spread

Develop my sense of smell
And it was because of you I learned to love cats
You freed my shoes cement
To escape the two flying for a while

But you forgot one final statement
Because not yet know how to live without your love

And I discovered what a rose means
You taught me to tell white lies
To be able to see you at inappropriate times
And by looks to replace words

And it was for you that I wrote over a hundred songs
And even forgave your mistakes
And I met more than a thousand ways to kiss
And it was for you to discover what love is

What is love ...

Love You Till The End

This Butterfly is very thankful to be in the arms of the Dragon even it was just for a moment..

You In A Golden Dream

Together under a lonesome silver stars
The silence spoke for us
As I remember yes I remember
In a golden dream
In a golden dream there is a veil of tears between us
And many years may keep us apart
But I remember you in a golden dream
Now I'm alone under the silver stars
And silence speaks to me
Then you come to me
Very quietly in a golden dream
But I can't hold on to
What I can not see
And love's so far away
But I remember i still remember
You in a golden dream
Then you come to me very quietly
In a golden dream
In a golden dream

Next to You

Maybe were friends Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

Love a.k.a Sin

If you are hungry. Then I have just the dish for you.

It is Chocolaty, Yummy, Fattening, Sumptuous, Beautiful, truly tops Gluttony [which is sinful, but I love committing such sins] **wink

It is unique, not everyone has the results they set out to achieve. Yes it is disappointing but ask yourself what is missing from your heart that it isn't coming out right.

Ever had some trouble with the perfect pizza or perfect cake? Well you missed something didn't you?

I am always hungry for mush. It is the only thing this hopeless romantic eats and lives on. Obviously you think I need a man to help me fill up, but there is always a broader canvas. And there is no infidelity.

Add the romance, first and foremost.

It isn't quite available at your favorite store. It comes from within your soul. Have you been thinking on the lines I have thought all my life? Well mush is right here.

Felt a tear tickle down while watching a romantic movie, felt that heart crunch when you read an emotional book.

Next find all the pieces of scraps that evolved into your scrapbook. Yes those one liners and those conversations, pictures and rains and the sea. Those endless fantasies and that anxiousness to cuddle and sleep.

Next put in starry nights and the awkward glances, the mistletoe and also the snow flakes. Let the shrills and chills add to the taste.

Leave the sex thoughts out, I am just prescribing a love recipe for the love hungry. Throw sex out of the mix, even if you added it accidentally.

How about your favorite chocolate? Yum!











Yes the chocolate is essential or else yo wont ever feel full. Rose petals and scented candles. A foam bath and satin bed sheet. Add your favorite songs and the mornings you woke up before dawn. Add devotion and genuine care with that twinkle in your eye when you think of your first crush. Now put it all together to cook and keep stirring it until you can smell that sensual aroma. Still no sex involved!

Just play with chocolate ok!

Love Is

Love breaks your heart Love takes no less than everything Love makes it hard And fades away so easily Love breaks the chain Love aches for everyone of us Love takes the tears and the pain And turns it in to the beauty that remains..

Crazy Love

she gives me love love love love crazy love

13 confessions of love

Mother and Daughter

Newly Wed Couple

Pregnant Couple Love

New Love

Sibling Love

Sealing Love

Holding on in Love

Capturing Love

New Born Love

Family Love

Child Love

Grandparent Love

Old Age Love

Hail Love! Hail!
‘Immature love says: ‘I love you because I need you.’ Mature love says ‘I need you because I love you.’

more obsessions

1. Lust

*A Man’s Shirtless Body. There is Something about the unbuttoned shirt on a really smooth body of a man, well carved and well chiseled that makes me wanna look on [and no I don't rape him in my head].

2. Gluttony

*Heels.I will never have enough of them. I wear selected brands but that really has nothing to do with my obsession. If I get my eyes on something WOW, I will neglect the brand and bring them into my collection.

3. Pride

*Makeup. Every girl obsesses over it. I have a whole suitcase packed and yet when I go to shop, I stick my foot into the cosmetics section and just get something. Grr!

4. Envy

*Lingerie/Negligee. What good is a girl who has no sense of sexy and that too sexy linger or nightwear. Though a lot will say they are single and who is looking blah blah! I disagree. I sleep on Satin Sheets alone and that is just for the craving I have for its smoothness, nothing to do with a partner.

5. Greed

*Hobos and Bags… and my eyes sparkle. I may sound all materialistic and totally a shopping freak but I have my speed brakers and that ensures that my obsession doesn’t become a madness.

P.S. I am adding a number 6.

*Predictably… LOVE!

I can give up the above 4 for this obsession. Hehe.

obsessions

Life is like a box of chocolates... you never know what you're gonna get.

I am crazy about bathroom interiors

Everyone has a favorite coffee mug, a cup o'energy that helps us kick-start each day. I love mugs.

My thirst for beds and bedding collection is never quenched

Ramble on…

“I was walking down the street and realized. The sky is blue, the grass is green, the wind feels nice, the aroma varies and hearing “I was walking down the street and realized. The sky is blue, the grass is green, the wind feels nice, the aroma varies and hearing everything around me… It’s great to be living in the moment.”

To live the moment is an exceptional quality not every human is blessed with. I am lucky to be that human and being woman makes it more pleasant!

p.s. i am not a feminist.

Impossible

Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible